Mr. Robles' Class
I find myself letting the peace overtake
my body, the music filling my ears
drowning out the overthinking
thoughts that get me worried about my future
But then again I still have time
time that seems to be slipping away from me
letting me know that I need to get my shit together
don’t shut yourself out
you have a loving and supporting family
I’ve always known they can help me
but will that be enough to take this weight
off my shoulders?
Will I stop prioritizing work over self care?
Probably not.
I’m just human
and part of me is grateful that I can feel
feel the emotions we are meant to have
because without them we are soulless.
Trusting won’t ever be easy for me…
Trusting is like a knife, stabbing
you in the back. Although it’s hard
to trust I can see myself trusting
my brothers, my family, whom I love.
Believing in myself has always been
tough on me, mostly when it comes
to education although I am very thankful
for it. Never the less, loving myself will forever
be something tough for me. I can love my
mom, dad, brothers you name it but
when it comes to myself that’s when
I’m gone…