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E.G. Cunningham's poems have appeared in Thread, The MAG, The California Quarterly and elsewhere. A recent graduate of the Iowa Writers' Workshop, she currently lives in Iowa City. Thread the Ground
Either this or I call Canada. Oh my it's daylight what's your daylight opinion on my sending anything that comes before I've put stamps on I love you like personals ads and personal stars swf seeking sws...single wish star. My head is blurry from essay land, xo from the snow. I wash my hands in front of a mirror and see my scarf and all I can think about is tying your wrists. To take the risk in hope of a favorable outcome. I've got to have a moment every now and then. I remember the morning after with eggs and brandy, cemetery, the when is the illegibility, your hands so pale on the couch seat, restless. We talked, you're leaving the country, it's the end of the year and we've laid time down, we'd had no New Zealand, no rallies, it wasn't a great season, but it was better than most, mostly. Dismal, I'm seeing faces you've pressed against, again. This is what happens to the alchemist -- I bounced in your living room while you watched from the kitchen, you yawned with foreigners in the next room while I made love. Made maybe. We've gone through the piles, now the good episodes. My banjo. My golden horse. You my airship, my second war, one more and then covers down, cold open window. We were the different note, middle C lighter. We never cooked, we interchanged, your hands still the softest things, because of words. I cleave only to things that are leaving. I re-remember. Hundreds of dollars later, there's the desk, the bed, bishop, the erasure, you called me seashell, little mountain, you call me now from miles and I could hold on for hours. I do.
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